I came into the world a self aware and loving being. As a baby, I could sense what those around me were feeling and thinking. As a child, waking life was punctuated by impressions and memories of other lives and even times between lives. I was deeply connected to Love that is all that is. Like most other people, however, growing up was a process of 'losing' myself and this knowing more and more, partly to protect my empathic and intuitive nature. Parts of me learned to hide who I really was. I now see that this path was necessary in order to fulfill my life path.
As I got older, having 'forgotten' more and more of who I really was, I threw myself into the journey of 'finding myself'. Life felt lonely, miserably and this spiritual seeking gave me hope! I looked everywhere I could for information I already knew on some level but couldn't quite reach mentally. I meditated, studied and went on self-imposed fasts from all technology, entertainment etc. My heart still hurt from life experiences but the present moment started to feel calmer.
Bit by bit, through meeting teachers along the way and deep inner work, things started to open up again. I experienced many profound moments of Oneness that took away all doubt of who I was. The knowing has stayed with me since.
In the meantime, I picked up other skills along the way. Prior to University, I thought I wanted to be a medical doctor, so studied Medicine only to leave halfway through my course. I didn't want to be part of a system that would desensitize me and creativity beckoned. I explored game design, art and even gardening. Since my undergrad years, I learned a few therapeutic modalities, all while focusing intently on my inner world.
My heart and head finally started working together again when I started on a journey of self-healing. The hidden parts of myself that might have been lost, unhappy, insecure or repressed reconnected to who I REALLY was.
Life became easier, more satisfying and meaningful. I saw that whatever our life circumstances or our response to it, there is always treasure waiting to be found in the present moment. These treasures can only be accessed through our inner obstacles or knots. Sometimes these energetic knots and unhelpful ways of seeing life can be passed through generations and even become dominant cultural patterns.
Through my own journey, I understood that once we heal, integrate and get back to our Truth, changes happen naturally as a result of this new way of being.
I do not call myself a "psychic". I cannot read your mind. I am highly intuitive and clairsentient, however.
I'm so grateful to the guidance I've received (and am still receiving) on my journey. Most of all, I love to guide others to their inner light too.